Anw, asked my mum to change the date of the holiday, as i wanna go with more people and even asked if she could check the availability for the japan one instead. :) Lets hope that we are able to get the trip to japan this year instead ba~

Hmm maths paper tmr, hmm got some of the stuff in already, but still like no motivation right now... sadded...

4:13 PM

I seem to have been spending lesser and lesser time with any of my frisbee mates. I dunno why, but i actually think that what Xeun and coach says are true. Does it look like a team? A bonded one as it is, one bunch here, one bunch there, but not all together. Teammates not thinking of each other, but rather blaming one another. Hmm, i dunno what to do, but it seems like what jamal and some other seniors says might come true, NYP frisbee will really lose its form if this continues. I wanna do something that can bring everyone closer, but seems like with me and my status, nth will happen, they will just think that im a pest and ignore me i guess?

Hmm, i dunno, but i think that school is starting to get on my nerves, the students in them, cant they grow up? what the heck do they still wanna backstab and all for? Its not secondary school anymore.

Nvm, i will be living on my own from November onwards soon. Mum got a house for me at Serangoon, and even though its a good thing, im tired of it. I have to study for my semestral exam papers which are next week already. Its a good thing that its only 3 papers, but i cant concentrate and all. I put in so much time and wanting to put more effort, but the faces that others show me, demoralizes and pulls me down. Why is it that difficult to bring everyone together?

Ok, i have lost my aggressiveness already. Even in my basketball. I'm like some kind of a cheesestick now. I think i should start changing my mindset. I WILL become aggressive again, since i get nonsense all the time. I must bring myself back up again. Jiayou!

5:09 AM