~SICASICASICASICASICASICASICA~~~^^

11:52 PM

O.O Due to the rain and thunderstorm, we had to wait in the shelter while watching the last year's IVP frisbee competition. Though only left with the slight drizzle, we headed onto the muddy field to have the session started^^ Started off with the mini games first... Though it was rather not interesting with the people holding their heads up high is in the field-.- Especially when it came from many year 1 students :( Then around 6plus, edwin left for home and leaving hui ru and i with the large number of students in the field~ Then after continuing to practise with our frisbee throws, the coach called everyone else who were present there to gather... Those who left, a pity for them~ haha~ we had some training sessions by the drills that we were given, and had games with the seniors^^ The coach himself even joined in the fun^^ hahaha~ Then ended up everyone's shoes were seriously soiled and shirts were covered with mud spots and MX broke his pants~ hahahahahahaha~ Then continued to practise the forehand and backhand with hui ru at the corner of the field before everyone was gathered at around 927pm then the lights, "poof" went off at 28~ haha^^

Then finished frisbee, headed to the toilet to change and waited for the slowpoke to come out before making our way down to the mrt~ Chatted about somethings about a friend of ours~ Sicko, pervert, cant believe that u are like this-.- Aigoo, a leopard never changes its spots :( Then the train arrived but it would terminate at AMK, so waited with her for the other train instead.

Ended up i reached home and got my shoes washed up due to the dirt that is obvious throughout the whole shoe~ Then showered and all-.- I seriously dun get it-.- My family seems like some strangers around me that loves to bully or doubt people, why cant they just mind their own business and live their lives themselves and not bothering about us? Luckily the troubles of facing my family, no matter relatives or whatever is really low now, and i really love this life of meeting none of them-.- SO whoever is listening up there, god, buddha, pink invinsible unicorn or watever shit, please answer my plead!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Fed up-.-

Luckily my dad still supports me a little, at least he is gonna get more clothes for me as some of it are already worn out... and shoes as well... he even gave me some cash, so at least these are things that i need... i dun want pointless talks with anyone else and any other things that annoy me, please get lost, as i dun wanna vent on anything, thanks^^

11:31 PM

Dinner in sch with Hui Ru, Amanda, Ayu, Melvin, Ridwan and Edwin at Kou Fu before heading home~ haha~ chatted here and there talking abt who is staying for tmr. Headed off in the mrt with Hui Ru towards marina, while edwin to jurong east side.

~Damn it-.-I seem to have lost alot of confidencein badminton and basketball already. I feel like i have no chance in the team at all right now :( DOn't even feel motivated right now, but i really wanna be in theteam... Please please please i pray that tmr i will be alright~~~ I need my confidence back!!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

SICAsicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasica~~~

11:19 PM

Ahh~school was rather ok or maybe a little boring on fridays-.- so many lectures in one day-.- And i am like soooooooooo sad, cause hui ru and amanda went to the other wrong class, i had to partner with 4 students that i didn't know, and they are from China-.- Then i think next week when they return to my class, they will be groupless... LOL~

After getting my laptop with mum, she transfered some money over to my bank and then went back home. Saw Chia Kee at AMK hub at bus interchange, from primary sch till now, wow, haha she is still pretty as always~ LOL... Same school as i am as well but under business~ Then while queueing to wait for the bus, i was shocked by eri, jeant, amanda and yu min la-.- They scare me from behind and people were looking-.- lol... Then ps i didnt go to Bugis just now, was soo tired and i was carrying lotsa stuff, so sorry guys, another time^^ haha

Alright, gotta go soon~ bye guys^^

6:29 AM

Stayed back a little after sch to have lunch with hui ru and ridwan a little while, as needed to wait for my aunt, then went again to the club crawl and met Djamal there... Then headed to the MRT station with the 2 of them, then ridwan took the bus and Hui Ru and i took the mrt. ooo edwin is back in school today, and lecture notes are seriously...l...o...l...

6:25 PM

~Maybe i shall ask sica for suggestions~~~ haha^^ SICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

9:30 PM

~*Yawn* damn tired now~~~ Oh ya! Thanks MX for helping me to print out my timetable^^ and wats with ur hair!?!?!? LOL Rebond + center parting!?!?!? omg~ haha sleepy sleepy sleepy now~~~ *yawn* sicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

9:54 PM

Aigoo~~~ Today is my wife's birthday as well :( But she isn't around to celebrate it with me :( I feel so upset because she isn't arond :(:(:( Never mind, my sister-in-laws will celebrate with her and i hope she has a great time in her 21st birthday this year^^ I wish u a Happy Birthday Jessica^^ and i hope that you will excel in whatever aspects and targets that you aim for^^ Good luck and continue to daebak in SNSD^^ Happy Birthday To You again^^

~Anyway, went to Wei Qi's house in the morning to meet him and Yi Feng there. Then we played computer mahjong for a while before playing a game of monopoly^^ Stupid Yi Feng, landed on my property that he has to pay me $10,250 then he dun want to play le-.- lol... then in the end YF was the biggest loser^^ hehe and then me and wq not sure who win or lose cause at the end quite messy~~~ LOL Oh well, then i continued to use his laptop while he and YF went to the living room to play his XBOX.... Headed out to Plaza Singapura afterthat to meet up with Pei Wen and went over to Pastamania for dinner^^ Finally had a proper meal in a week~~~ Then walked around NTUC and all before catching our movie at 8.30pm... Movie was Shutter Island^^ Not bad quite nice^^ but for those that watch, u need to pay alot of attention to whatever details they say, if not u will be like YF and WQ who don't get the story-.- LOL Ended up movie finished at 10.50pm and i seperated from them by taking the North South line home~~~

Ok its already 5.45am in the morning now, and i just wanna finish the Cardcaptor Sakura's movies before going to sleep^^ Finally, school is going to start tmr^^ I really cant wait^^ haha~ bye guys~~~^^

~SICAsicasicasicasicasicasica~~~~^^

5:32 AM

~Aigoo... If there is a friend who can be closer to me then everyone, i really must thank god-.- Seems like i treat everyone the same way lei~~~ Not knowing my heart and my feelings, these are the things that nobody knows i guess~ Why? As nobody has been through what i have experienced.

SICAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~ When can i ever meet u? ^^

3:37 AM

Do visit this blog^^ www.jessicaandsk.blogspot.com ^^ It is located underneath the link of kpop there~~~ ^^ gogogogogogo~~ sicasicasicasicasicaSICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!!^^

9:03 PM

Aigoo... Its alread 540am and i am still awake... lol seems like my this whole 2 months has been quite messy... Always sleeping at 6 plus 7 plus in the morning... Hmmm just now while using my laptop, my mind just wandered off and i thought i was back at that place... Aigoo... he feeling at that place was indeed much warm knowing that i had someone who loves me there. Other than there, i do not know where i could ever experience this feeling any longer. No one to suppport and help me when i am in need of someone. People not able to understand my feelings... Hmm... My whole life has been like this for many yrs... and yet... I still cant get anyone close enough to me... why? Oh well... Maybe it is destined that i will never open my actual feelings or emotions to anyone. Nobody in my life will ever know my feelings deep down inside. If that person ever appears, no matter if it is my mum or whoever, friends or relatives, i just hope that i can experience that little bit of warmth first... oh well.... toodles~~~

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~Sicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasicasica~~~ ^^

Going for school orientation tmr^^ But its only one day-.- wth... Yi Feng and Shan more lucky la-.- They have 2 camps TT_TT I just hope that everyone won't be so enthusiastic tmr... i just wanna quietly pass through the orientation... Then start sch as usual. Boring days are going to be over soon though...

Luckily not many people reads my blog... Now i can use his more like a diary... But oh well... Having really mixed up feelings right now-.- Like some volcano wanting to erupt but dun wanna erupt-.- Contradicting right?-.-

~Anyways... SICAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~^^ sicasicasicasicasicasicasicasica~~~

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