Looks like today's post would be even longer than usual, due to the events of today... hahaha...
If u get bored of reading, its alright^^ U can dun read if u want^^ hahaha... K here goes...


~ I woke up at 6.30am today, and as i was like sleepy...zzz hahaha [as usual right?]...
Then while i was showering, my handphone rang like damn LOUD la!!! Cause i received a sms while showering and my phine was not in silent mode... Hahaha... ~ Oh my pretty girl! Pi gu niu yi niu! Yao ba ni zhan you, guo wang jiu shi wo!~ hahaha [ lyrics ]...
Then i looked at my sms, cheh... Shan Shan ask me whether today wear house T-shirt or wear uniform to school-.-''' I just reply that i not going to bother, so i wear my school uniform lo-.- [stupid school-.-]
Then as i arrived at Hougang interchange, it was only 7.30am la! I actually dun want wait for u de Shan, but i generous, so i neva pangseh , u know, so u must thank me for that... Lucky u from our clique de, if not, i go liao ar!!! Then waited for like 15 mins for that slow coach-.- Then go to school lo... In school today, the programmes that was put in place was FREAKIN RETARDED!!!
Early in the morning, all the sec 4 and 5s were like walk throughout the WHOLE NEIGHBOURHOOD around my school, and then all of us were prespiring like mad la-.-
Retarded activity-.- Then Adrian, Wei Qi, Yi Feng, Jun Jie, Pei Wen and i were resting our whole recess in class today, trying to dry ourselves from that retarded activity-.-
Neva mind, after recess, we proceeded to the hall for our checking of our prelim papers-.-
Super sian... Nobody got the results they wanted, and the whole cohort was reprimanded for like.............. sooooooooooo looooooooooong-.-... Then in the end, i was only a little satisfied with my sciences, as i was 1 of the sooooo many which managed to pass, and i was not really bothered with the rest of them... But really disappointed with my English:(... dun wanna talk abt it... Makes my blood boil...) Then Adrian, Wei Qi and Jun Jie were like emoing the rest of the day, as they were seriously, unhappy abt their results... Me and Yi Feng was still like... " EH? U get same marks as me ar!? HIGH 5!!! hahahahahaha!!!" Then the rest was like .......... -.-..........o...k...
Then throughout the whole 2 hrs of teacher's day celebration-.- My back was hurting like !!!
My back was also thrown by sweets that flew in as a performance was done by our ex-students.
Than i wasn't really paying attention to the performances being put up, but rather...
Stick my earpiece into my ear openly, and BLAST!!! Woohoo!!! hahaha... Not gonna be bothered abt the teachers, and in the end, wasnt even caught or anything^^ hahaha... Retarded day in school... Morning so tired, afternoon back aching and legs turned numb-.-.........
Then in the end, we were only dismissed at 2.25pm, when we were supposed to be dismissed at 2pm!!! In the end, i had to rush all the way to the bus-stop as i was afraid that i would be late to meet Adrian and the rest later...
Eh Jacq! I kept my promise to u ok? I went home with Yi Feng and other friends, i kept to wat u wanted ok? hahaha... Rmb, i promised, as u wanted me to... alright?
Then as i was on the bus, i continued listening and singing all the way to Hougang Interchange, then all the way back home too^^ hahahaa... I think sang too much liao... hahaha...
Then after i finished showering, i was looking for my black coloured jeans la... In the end... I wasted 45 mins, just to look for that pair of jeans, as my maid was blur enough to think that it belonged to Carmen[step-sis] -.-... Then i had to wear wear wear, take things, and came out from the house... In the end, i was 100% early la, i arrived at Somerset MRT, at 4.30pm... And on the way, i was lucky enough to see Yi Feng at Douby Gaut MRT and we went over to Somerset together, and we met Keith and his gf, Liting... Then as Wei Qi, Jun Jie, Pei Wen and Shan Shan already went over to the cineleisure building earlier, Yi Feng, Keith, Liting and i went off together to the kbox...
Then Adrian was late, as his house had some problems that poped up... Then we waited for the hungry ghosts to finish their Long John Silver meal-.- [waste money only] before going to the kbox which was at level 8...
Then as we arrived, the moment they started to talk at the counter, the secret was exposed^^ hahaha... They prepared a Birthday cake for me wor^^ Thank u guys^^ hahaha...
Then as we entered the room which was located exactly beside the buffet, Keith started with his meal immediately la!!! hahaha... cannot nlame la, the rest was quite hungry just now... hahaha...
Then after a while, Jacquelyn arrived with Zilin at around 6 ba... Then it started off... I got the presents from u guys,, and i really appreciated it^^ hahaha...
Thanks for the extra addition to my wardrobe this time, and it seems like trouble will start at home again, as my maid will definitely mix them u again-.-...
Well, the whole time in the kbox, i sang till my throat was quite hoarse, and i was quite sleepy... But in the end, the songs i really wanted, couldn't be played, as the rest pushed forward their songs, and mine went further and further... sigh... Neva mind^^ so long as u guys enjoyed ur tim, i'm happy like this... hahaha... It is really simple for me though, as... If my friends are happy and enjoying themselves^^ So will i^^ hahaha!!! Thank u Everybody!!!
hahaha... Thanks to Adrian, Wei Qi, Yi Feng, Jun Jie, Keith, Pei Wen, Shan Shan, Liting, Jacquelyn, And Zilin for their little celebration, which i really enjoyed^^ hahaha... kk... now...
Thanks to Adrian, Wei Qi, Yi Feng, Jun Jie, Keith, Pei Wen, Shan Shan, and Liting for the whole set of clothes that i think, bombed ur wallets [SORRY!!!]... hahaha... And of course, thanks to Jacquelyn and Zilin for ur 2 shirts that i think must have really costed also, especially to the people who cant control... hahahaha... ok ba... Dun worry, when it comes to an occadion, i'll get u 2 something back as well^^ hahaha... But thanks is cause, u 2 just knew me for like a while, and i'm like a little stranger, yet u guys attended and even got presents for me... Thanks to u 2 again!!! hahaha
And a little while later in the room, the idots!!! They all gang up against me la!!! Jacquelyn go hold on to my hand and i kena hit in the face by the cake smashed by Wei Qi-.- which was super irritating... But luckily, the cake's smell wasnt strong, so i had no problems washing it off at all... hahaha... Thanks to Yi Feng for being such a great friend anyway... hahaha... too bad he couldnt sing his BEAT IT!!! cause the songs list didnt have... hahaha... Oh ya!!! Thanks to Zilin too [especially], cause well, u know wat i mean right Zilin??? hahaha... U know, i know, Yi Feng know, can liao... hahaha...
Then after that, Jacquelyn and Zilin left... Followed by Adrian afterthat at 9.30pm... Than the rest of us continued to around 10.05pm ba... hahaha... Then as we were walking back to the MRT, i was still blasting my music in my earpiece and singing la!!! hahaha... Well, i prefer it without the microphone though... hahaha... i think its nicer like that... hahaha... I think...
Well, reached home very quickly, and rushed straight into the shower, and i washed my face again and again just in case there was any smell or anything left of the cake... hahaha...
Then now, trying to recall the enjoyable moments today as i am typing this down, and the bad recollections of today as well... hahaha... Once again, i couldn't possibly have fun without all of u guys around! THANK U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~sigh... is it just me? or does my senses tell me that i am avoided? well, i think so, as i am feeling it right now... It really feels painful though...~ Good night everybody, especially to my FRIENDS!!!

WTF! sigh, last night i received my phone bill for the past month.............. 115 dollars!!!

omg la... hahaha... but neva mind la... But wat i'm really bothered with, is the fact that my mum just loooooooves to judge people that are not my classmates as bad people-.- I just really dislike people who judge my friend, even before meeting the person. Cause on the 1st of sept, my mother was gonna celebrate my birthday for me, then Adrian, Yi Feng,Jacq and Zilin were going to come over. Then, she changed her damn mindset, i dunno why, but i was damn damn damn irritated by the comment she gave me-.- Here's the conversation...

" Who are the people that are coming on the 1st?"

"Adrian, Yi Feng and 2 girls lo..."

i think she forgot who is yi feng, and said this...

" who is yi feng? A Girl!? [with her eyes staring at me]"

" No! he came to our house before wat, he is a guy la, that time he came over with Adrian one la"

" Then who are the 2 girls? From ur class one or wat!?"

" No, but they are the ones that ask me and my friends to go over to the carnival yesterday one lo"
"Like that i think u better ask them not to come over..."
" wat the hell! u always judge my friends just by wat u think la! and i really hate it when it happens... [walk away]"
Then after a while, went out with family to serangoon central to pick up my mum's clothes and i myself spent 60 dollars on 2 shirt la! hahahaha... seems like i cant control as well^^ hehehehe...
Then went over to my uncle's place at pasir ris, and i stoned on the sofa, lying down there for like.....................2hrs??? Then finally we left and i saw some of my teammates playing basketball downstairs... hahahaha... well, they are doing well i suppose^^
Then i just reached home and thinking wat exactly i can do to solve a problem... hmm...
well, i think nobody can help me in thinking this out i guess... seems like i have some HUGE THINKING i have to do right now...
hmm hmm hmmm... ok before i go, here is something.........


~Showing others only the outer appearance for wat she is, and keeps her problems to herself. It really hurts a person deep down especially if it happens time and time again. Being an observer to see a person's intentions, but never her own... Dun like to share ur problems that u have? seldom open up to people abt urself?Dun want to reply? That is what u are thinking... Independence and resilience... U are non of the above, but a box of secrets, waiting for the right person to open it up and sorting it out for u, but u think that u are better off alone... So here i am, waiting for when u have changed ur mind...


~Good day^^

YAWN....... woke up at 10am today, but was very tired, thanks to someone-.- who made me reach home only at 1205 last night-.- Neva mind la, hahaha... neva blame u^.^
Then i switched on my phone and i had a msg... wat anime character u like ar?...
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WTF!? Super random la! C'mon, spell with me, R A N D O M...
Hahaha, ok la dun disturb u la Shan, hahaha... But seriously damn weird-.- Then u still tell me u kpo-.-''' completely DOTS!!! [ no comments ]
then ok ok, back!!!
Woke up, went to shower and brush teeth and everything, then went to meet up with Yi Feng at 1130am, at 1145 like that, i met up with Farhan and jacquelyn outside St. Joseph's Convent and all, then we went in to their sch, for their carnival thing... Then we went over to jacq's booth, which sold some tidbits and snacks for charity, and there was her cousin la! So cute wor... hahaha... Not u ar Jacq-.- Ur cousin cute^.^ hahahahahahaha!!!
Then Yi feng started with his BEAT IT nonsense again-.- hahahahahahaha!!!
Retarded la^.^ But funny... hahahahaha!!! Lucky i have such a good friend beside me all the time^.^ Thanks Yi Feng!!!
Then as we went to Jacq's house so that she could change, she used my phone to listen to songs and then Yi Feng started with his BEAT IT yet, AGAIN!!! hahahahaha...
Then as jacq went to change, the 2 sleepy pigs were like lying on the sofa, and i took a pic of them with them completely not knowing wat i did-.- DwaeJis!!! Stupid family of piggys!!!hahaha
Then afterthat we went on to Tampines, to walk walk walk and someone, couldn't control themselves, and spent her money yet again after reminding her countless times to CONTROL-.-
Neva mind, she gave me the excuse saying that she buy it, so that she can wear for my birthday celebration wor... hahaha... kk, like that, can forgive u^.^ hahaha
then she spent her money on the clothes, and merely had 1dollar and 50cents left... -.-'''
Then we had to wait for her to collect her long long loooooooong awaited album on her "husbands" and then chatted a while, before she left for home after a little quarrel with her mum-.-
That BABO! I knew u were definitely gonna do wat i expected, and rather than listen to my sms, u still went to do it right? ended up, i received a call from Zilin while i was at Yi Feng's house preparing to have my pleasent mac breakfast^^ Then, as i was abt to begin, bzz bzz bzz.........
"Hello?"
"eh bear, u better call ______, cause she crying now after a _____"
-.-''' I knew it...
Then after a long long looooooong time of calls, smses and meeting Zilin at IKEA again, finally, we went over to her place's garden to wait... I reminded Zilin...
"U should know wat to do right? She treasures u as a friend, and remember to give ur concern later..."
In the end, from wat i could see, Zilin and kelly hugged her, and everything sort of like, ended just like that... WHEW...
Rain clouds seem to have gone, and things were back to the usual hugging and all, i suppose... hahaha... well, it seems like i've been busy nowadays and i guess, its ok to be so... at least i could kill time and do something meaningful?
Then Jacq brought us to her grandma's place, where her dad and grandma was also at home.
Then as we greeted and introduced ourselves, we conversed and chatted in cantonese and Kelly was lik... ??????? huh??????? wat are u guys talking? hahahahahahahahahahaha!!! too bad=p
Then as she had her pizzahut for dinner, Farhan arrived^.^ and we chatted yet again^.^ hahaha...
Then Jacq's grandmother asked whether we knew how to play mahjong wor... Then for me, since i knew a little little, i said YES^.^ hahaha...
Then in the end, i was suaned! by Jacq to her grandma, and luckily, her grandma sided with me... hahahahahahahahaha... BLEAH=p
Then of course, the ultimate winner was urs truly... me of course... hahahahahahahaha!!!
Then as i taught Farhan and Zilin how to play Mahjong, Zilin was like SLOWWWWWW-.-
Then i left Jacq's grandma's house with Farhan, Zilin and Kelly, then we said bye bye and Jacq went home, and the rest of us went to the bus-stop to take our buses back hahaha...
kk... seriously, i am really tired now, i ran through like many many places this pass few days, and i wanna rest for as long as i can for tonight le.
Dun worry Jacq... ur friend's will understand u soon enough. Zilin, remember wat i have smsed u and told u, treat her like a treasure, dun let a important friend leave u. U know wat i mean...
And Jacq, dun worry abt ur clique, everything will be fine so long as both of u do things together, the bonds of friendship in between is the main thing that keeps both of u cheerful and fun. Plus dun worry abt family problems everyone, a family has its own ups and downs, so make sure that u have someone that is around to listen to them, cause i really really hate it when u try to keep it to urself and pretend nothing has happened. If u want, find ur friends? Thats is definitely the best choice... Let the happiness engulf the problem away together, and when u are ready? Find someone that u can entrust this secret to... Thats all for today everyone... hahaha... Sleepy sleepy...zzz


~Annyonghi Kasayo^.^~

WAH!!! TODAY SUPER EVENTFUL AR!!!! GUESS WHY!?
I DID SOMETHING SUPER SUPER NICE TODAY U KNOW? U KNOW WAT IS THAT?
I STONE IN FRONT OF MY COM FROM MORNING I WOKE UP ALL THE WAY UNTILL NOW 5 PLUS ALREADY, I HAVENT EATEN U KNOW-.-
Completely nothing to do at all... and i guess my sat and sunday this week would be the same-.-
Nothing to play on my lappy, i look at com com look at me-.-
I looked at com, again, and it looked at me again-.- Fking Lame La!!!
Wth!? really completely bored, bored and more bored-.-
haven't been so bored in my whole life before la-.-
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian...................... blah blah blah.............
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-....................
lalalala...
looloolooloolooloo...
-_-''' Diao... [crow flying above]
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zzzzzz... DOTS...
Sorry for this post ar... i really had nothing to do, thats why i'm doing such retarded things rigt now, dun blame me-.-


~-.-byebye..................
WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!! [entertaining myself]........... DOTS......................

Woke up at 7.30am in the morning today^^
hahaha... went to have my shower amd then afterthat jacq that BABO! sent me an sms, ask whether i wake up already, then ask me call Adrian and Yi Feng... Adrian woke up like already, but that bloody hell DwaeJi!!! I spammed him 70 sms and 15 calls, but he still sleeping-.-
Really TwaeJi!!! Stupid piggy... sleep so much, like somebody... hehehehehehehehehehe...
Than as i was spamming Yi Feng halfway, i have bus 153 go past me just like that-.-
neva mind... i thought i will be late, in the end, i reached Compasspoint interchange at 8.59am^^
1 min before the meeting time... hahaha... too genius already... than i met up with Adrian, who was already there, then followed by Jacquelyn...
We went over to macs and Yi Feng was waiting there like 1 emo kid reading his poa text-.-'''
Then a little while later, Zilin arrived with her friend, ZiTing... They tried to con me la, say wat sisters? but i too smart already^^ hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha!!!
Then we had our morning breakfast there lo^^ Adrian, Jacq and i had our macgriddles meal amd Yi Feng with his hotcakes^^ hahaha...
Then after we finished, Yi Feng started with his wth song of... BEAT IT!!! hahahahahahahahaha!!! super retarded la! beat it by Micheal Jackson... hahaha...
The way he sang it was absolutely maniacal, thats why... hahaha... everybody at the table was laughing like mad la... hahahahahahahahaha!!!
Then the 3 of them so kind la, they sent Adrian, Yi Feng and i all the way back to school, wished us goodluck for like dunno how many times(right alien?) than we said byebye...
Poa paper... i was unable to sleep la... last night sleep so much already, than i so full somemore... Then afterthat, went to cp again this time with Wei Qi, Pei Wen, Greg and Farhan as well as Keith, to meet the 3 again... the wei qi was crazy la... he cheong the arcade basketball like one crazy fella, who neva play before la... hahahahaha,,, so funny la his expression... hahaha^^
Then, Farhan, wei qi and i had to go back to school yet AGAIN for english oral this time-.-
Again... all the good luck and best wishes came again, thanks to the u know the 3 again, and we left...
English oral seriously made me waste 2hrs and 25 mins of my life just like that la!!!
I was like sitting at the table and guess wat i did? SUPER INTERESTING!!!
I sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppp!
All the way for like an hour, before i woke up in tears as i was scared about the oral-.-
hahaha... Farhan they saw my table had a teardrop la... hahaha...
Then finally, at 4.25pm, was my turn!!! then at the start, i trembled like crazy la!!!
But as i continued reading on, my confidence somehow came back just like that, thanks to my friend's support and encouragement^^ Kam Sa Ham Ni Da!!!!!!
hahahahaha...The rest of the oral communication went on quite smoothly and i was quite surprised with my examiner's reaction, when i finished my picture discussion... They were both staring at me, then they said... " I think u've said everything there is on this already, would u like to add on to anything? or move on to conversation?" I was like... Yeah^^ hahaha... so of course i continued to conversation^^ Then as it proceeded, the 2 examiners laughed and everything as my conversation was relatively alright... I think... hahaha^^
Thanks to u guys for ur luck and wishes anyway^^
hahaha... Then i reached home at roughly5.30pm, and i used my lappy till i went over to my step-grandparent's house again... then we celebrated my step-aunt's birthday, yet again, and my mummy cooked laksa, noodles, prawn salad, fried scallops, a whole duck was bought, and so on...
Then i was like full, yet AGAIN!!! my goodness, these few days, its too much...
Then found out that some Kiasu person, couldn't wait for help to arrive, and then used the hammer without any help, in the end... OOOOOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!
Omg... not gonna say, but it gives mr the creeps that her hand hurts like mad when the hammer went down-.- sigh... Becareful... heartwrenching>.<
sigh... so ke lian la...
Then as we were talking on the phone, DwaeJi keep on complaining that her hand hurts like mad, u still want me sayang u somemore? u mad in ur mind already la! hahaha... no la... becareful la next time... dun do this kind of dangerous things again... Then i was cheonging Bejewelled blitz like mad la-.- k la k la...


~Annyonghi Haseyo^^ ( i finally found out what is Babo-.- u going to die-.-)
Annyonghi Kasayo~

Hahaha... finally finished dinner at roughly 9.45pm ba... hahaha^^
it was nice la^^ I had like sssssssoooooooooooo many bowls of soup and even Shark's Fin wor^^
hahahaha^^ Then food like Cereal prawn, Deer meat, 3 big fishes^^, goose meat, hai dai, crispy fried cuttlefish, and many many many dishes la!!! hahaha... but i was silent lo, i only talked to carmen and my mummy awhile lo... than Zilin entertained me while i was eating... ANOTHER CLOWN!!! sorry ar, Zai Nan^^ hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Then as i was on the car, chatted with Jacq on the phone, all the way til i reached home, then talk somemore till like 11.15pm? then she cant help it, but go to sleep... Lazy Tae Ji!!! hahaha^^
Cause she hungry mah, then she wanted to eat macgridles, and then Zilin and i did our stuff!!! Macgridles!!! hahaha... we tempted her like mad la, and she was like keep on complaining over the phone that she was hungry and everything... hahahaha... dumb la^^
K la... gonna sleep soon after this, gonna wake up tmr at 7.30am cause meeting up with Adrian, Yi Feng, Jacq, Zilin and her friend for breakfast at compasspoint tmr at 9... hahaha^^


~"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other."
Sayo!!!~

I woke up today at 6.15am and i was definitely gonna be late for sch today-.-
Had a headache at 5.45, so i went back to rest a while, and so in the end i woke up at 6.15am...
hahaha, i lazy right?
Had my chinese prelims today, completely died out during the paper... as the paper started at 8am, i started with my letter writing first, i didnt know it was so early when i finished the letter writing, it was merely 8.25am la-.-
I was seriously very tired, so as i did my work while lying down, i fell sound asleep all the way to 9am-.- hahaha... see i so lazy^^
then as i continued with my compo, halfway, i fell asleep again-.- WTH right?
hahaha... then throughout the whole compo, i slept and woke up all the time and luckily i completed it^.^
Then after the short break, we went back to do our 2nd paper... hahaha... the first 2 sections on the cloze passage and the reading multiple choice, i brisked through it like wat? 20 mins i think? guess wat? i thought that i would be awake since i slept so much in the morning, but i slept again, as i was doing the open ended quest for the comprehension!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! i slept for like 30- 40 mins if i wasnt wrong, and i woke up at roughly 12 ba... paper ends at 12.15, and i still have like 3 quests... i thought i did't have enought time, but ended up, the moment i finished writing and kept my things, " times up! Please put down ur pens..." hahaha... lucky right today? hahaha... seems like time is playing around me today, and i finished up everything^^
Then i had a passion fruit ice-blend while on my way home, and i had problems with it, cause the ice wasn't blended properly-.- WTF!
neva mind... i'm gonna go celebrate my step-aunt's birthday later at the swimming club-.-
Gonna have nice food, but gonna stay at a corner and look-.- gonna be super bored bored bored later-.- Hope something happens, so that at least i have something to do^^
But i dun think so, so later gonna look at them eat eat eat, while i'm gonna take my time...
sigh... i would rather be home, well at least i can walk around a while... Cause this whole week, i have plans, plans to stare at the com, and the com stares at me-.- Thats all i guess:( going to rest, head is tired from all the thinking and thoughts seem to be going crazy-.-


~Bye.........

Today, i woke up at 9am and i was quite afresh...
not gonna be along post this time... currently no mood whatsoever to blog... so no looooong winding compo today...
I left for sch at around 930am and when i reached sch approximately at 1015am, i already saw JunJie, Keith, Shan Shan and Angela sitting on the canteen bench.
I thought that i was too early, but it seems that they were all earlier than me...
After sch, i left for home and watched television, on one of the korean movies which was translated and the main charater was the Domyoji and the F4 group... Quite interesting though, the love story... It was abt the parents of the common girl, wanting to make sure that the couple would be blissful if they were married, and so put the couple into a test, the loss of, the smile of venus, it caused many problems and everything... Its a really nice love story... I was touched by it>.<
Then at night when i reached home, at 805pm, from dinner as usual at my step-grandparent's place, Zilin msged me and ask me call Jacq's phone for conference lo... Blah blah blah... talk talk talk, sing sing sing, laugh laugh laugh... Disconnected at 1035pm i think as Jacq went to sleep... Then i've been using my lappy til now, thinking of somethings that seems to be causing problems-_- ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This sucks!!!!!!!!!!
Irritating, disturbing and definitely not wat i always feel...
This feeling is making me feel irritable dun u guys think? sigh... i thought of this new one just now, as i pondered and this thought struck my mind...


" friends and feelings, the connections are utterly deep and if any was lost, so would the other"

What do u think? i think its true and something to remember.
Here is another...not a quote, but i think important...


" Does jealousy kill a person? If it does, will someone, anyone, do something to stop such a horrifying feeling from spreading into people's hearts? "

~goodnight everyone... sorry if the post was boring, but i didnt have the mood, plus wanna kill time... Nights...zzz

This morning when i woke up, the temperature was DAMN F***ing cold la!
I woke up automatically at around 5plus, just to close the window and to switch off my fan...
Then when i lay back down on my bed, my body trembled under the sudden low temperature la-_-
Then i lay on my bed, unable to sleep, til i was really fed up! I got up at roughly 6.15am, just to go shower change and everything... Then it was like how many years since i had my first HOT bath-_- Cause evertime i would shower under clod water, but due to the temp, it was a drastic measure-_- hahaha...
Then as i left home, text masg, sorry if it was my fault:( i didnt make u cry on purpose, and i really regret if u cried because of that secret-_- But if it was abt ur the the... ERM... prob, just put it behind and dun let it affect u... I'm not worried, so dun worry^^ I'm still the usual BEAR!!! hahaha^^ FIGHTING!!!
Then in sch today, i was really paying attention in english class, when out of a sudden, it seems that my english teaher seems to love asking me to sit up straight during lessons nowadays...
Which is seriously getting on my nerves!!!
Well it seems today was the last straw-_- She got me to stand up in class today-.-
For wat reason? Here's the conversation...
" Seng Kiat, please sit up straight,[ when i my head was onthe table and looking at her teaching]"
[ i sat up straight for like the whole time, when she finished, i lay my head, facing her, and tried to see which page she turned to]
" Seng Kiat, i want u to stand up now, since u get tired easily."
"WTH! I did all ur work and recorded down ur nates, the moment u turned the pages to look for the next passage, i merely shut my eyes in like this whole year in ur lesson, and u are asking me to stand!?"
" Stop giving me excuses, just stand up now!"
[WTF! not only did my classmates not help, they even asked me to stand up as well...]
shan said, "sk, just stand la" -_- Thanks ALOT!
angela and keith also, "just stand up la..." Thanks AGAIN!!!-_-
Some friends they are-_-
Never mind... [ istood up for like 5mins, then Mrs Yong asked me to take down notes, i just stared at the whiteboard and said...] "I'm not sleeping... Punish somemore then!?"
Then she just turned away, then after a while, asked me to sit down...
"sk..." angela began...
" SHUT UP LA! TEACHER SAID NOT TO TALK RIGHT!"
Then as the lesson continued... She called out a student's name when they were talking...
"will u pls stop talking?" she just said...
"TALK AR? SEND HIM OUT OR MAKE HIM STAND THEN-.-" [ i said out loud ]
" Seng Kiat, i dun need ur comments for my teaching..."
" OK! I THINK! SURE I WON'T GIVE COMMENTS!"
She gave me the stare, and i just stared at the whiteboard without looking at her...
Juat when she called out the students who are going to pratise english oral with her,
my name was called out by her, as my turn for the oral, was arriving in a few days time...
"seng kiat, tmr after ur science practical, stay back a while to practise..."
[staring at her, i just gave her the "IM NOT BOTHERING" look-_-]
I turned away from her, and she gave me the stern face...
I dunno why, but it seems that now our sch's Head Of Departments are targeting me now...
Guess what!?
BRING IT ON LA! IF U CAN THAT IS!?
Then after sch, adrian, yi feng, gregory, farhan and i waited for Jacquelyn at the bus-stop, as we were going to Jacq's place to study...
Then we had lunch at koufu, and we went to Jacq's house...
In the end, Yifeng, adrian and Zilin neva study la-_-... they play music, talk talk talk...
Farhan and gregory also-_-
Then i did like 2 maths papers, and then taught Jacq on vectors as she sat beside me and studied maths... Then the 2 dumb dumbs, Yi feng and Adrian took 10 mins just to answer 1 part of the vectors quest that she didn't know how to do... I think i must charge tuition fee la by teaching maths^^ hahaha... Nah... Jokn la...
Then i studied and practised on maths throughout all the way till around 6, and Jacq did some Social Studies SBQ...
Then we waited as she went for a shower before going out... Then that AS****E Yi Feng go BULLY me la!!! Idiot... i down there struggling as his whole body was so damn heavy la-_-
Then after wat was like 15-20 mins... finally, i was saved-_-
Then Yi Feng went home, and then Farhan, Adrian, Jacquelyn and i had to go over to Zilin's huse at Pasir Ris for her to take her SUPER FAST shower, which lasted i think for like 40-50 mins la -_- Then Farhan and i were like talk talk talk... hahaha...
Then when we reached whitesands, Adrian went off for home,as Jacq and i were talking abt Adrian's thing thing... SECRET!!! NO PRYING!!!
Then the other 2, tried to KPO, but TOO BAD! no chance^^ hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Then Farhan finally had his looooooong awaited dinner at Macdonalds^^ Then as we chatted and chatted, we sat there from like 7 plus to around 930 ba i think... Lots of chatting topics, secret though... only the 4 of us know... hahaha^^
Then i bid the 3 farewell, as i went to the Bus interchange and awaited the arrival of bus 58...
Then i reached home at around 10 plus ba... then i showered, and now blogged lo^^ hahahaha...
My birthday abt to arrive soon though^^
Just another 1 week and 2 days till my real birthday, but 1 week to my celebration with all my friends that i have best, and i hope that hose 2 will not mind if she is there... right Zilin and Jacq? Dun worry, nothing will happen de la... Just try to avoid it if somehow it comes finding u... Adrian is around, so dun worry^^ hahahahahaha^^ pai sei ar Adrian bro^^ u gonna be the big boss on that day though... hahaha^^
Then i just hope that whatever Adrian they have planned, is nothing got to do with becoming dirty or anything, cause i dun intend too-_- I'm serious-.-
So Wei Qi, u better not try anything-_-
ok ok... I'm gonna look forward to the celebration anyway^^


~Sayo^^

Today i had to wake up at 9am in the morning, and when my alarm rang, i got up and saw that my handphone had a msg. I replied, and went to shower and my usual morning habits...
Then i went downstairs to the kitchen, had a slice of Blueberry cake for breakfast, before going back upstairs to my room to change...Then we left home at approximately 1030am and went to send Carmen to her piano lesson and then delcia[carmen's friend] and my family went to walk at the wat was it called... i think its called sun something plaza... aiya forget it... Then my mum spent a whole 30 minutes in one shop for females, then with the rest of them, i had to stay outside of the shop as i found it embarrassing if i entered... so i stoo outside and waited waited and waited... then we went upstairs to have our lunch... i myself had dessert^^ which was strawberry sago!!! hahaha^^ [mmm... delicious] hahaha... Then carmen came over to meet us... following, we went to the NTUC at the basement... walk walk and walk again-_- DAMN!!!
Neva mind... I ren first... Then we walk walk and walk somemore, before finally we left and sat in the car... But guess wat? we were going over to orchard cause my mum had a appointment with her lawyer for dunno watever reason... hahaha...
Then Carmen, Delcia, My youngest brother, my maid and i sat there waited waited and waited, yet again after they were done, walk walk walk somemore-_- [wanna collapse liao]
Than on the car, the 3 of us all fell asleep at the backseat... hahaha... i didnt even know that i was sleeping at first... hahaha^^
Then when i reached home, i collapsed on my bed and used my lappy...
Finally at long last!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REST!!! hahaha... going mad over resting... hahaha... cause in the past few days, my legs were undergoing many travelling experiences... hahaha^^
then i used MSN a while, and then tmr Adrian, Zilin and i going over to Jacq's place for study time... hmmm... greg might be going^^ hahaha...
Seems like my mum was jealous that my friends are gonna celebrate my birthday for me, so she told me that i should invite them over to our place on the 1st of sept... then that idiot[step father] said... dun everytime take matters into ur own hands hor! i was like, WTF!!!!!!!!!!
ur daughter can have so many friends over here and have party at that time, and now when it comes to me, u say no!? u think its FAIR!? GO DIE LA!!!
Sigh... not gonna talk abt it anymore-_- Thanks my mum anyway^^ but F to u!!!


Sigh, family... Its just a bother sometimes isn't it? Here's an example i'm gonna give...(sorry though)...
Imagine, having a divorced pair of parents at home...They fight everytime, and think that their child is a burden... Whenever the 2 parents quarrel, the child would be pulled in, and imagine ur parents told u to ur face that having u is a mistake... WTF! Imagine the pain in the child's heart!
U may see a person, being cheerful, loves to talk, loves to play and everything, but deep down inside, it is really where the pain is being kept and where all thoghts go to... Deep down, u might have listened to whatever ur parents tll u to do, or u do ur best to compromise them. But it really is the mentality that they have against us as children of theirs...
just treat them like they are always beside u, u will feel better. u compromise to her, which is something, but dun u think u might have done too much? too little?
Perfect, this word is only used in this world, as it is used as merely a target, and i bet with my life that u have heard of "nothing is perfect" am i right?
Trust urself, ur instincts and ur will. All are just memories, memories that should be kept, locked and disposed somewhere else.
These are opinions that i myself have came up with... Any comments, feel free to share, i believe i have done my part and my very best, but never in my whole life, "perfect"...
So would u, please, please dun think and let ur parents continue with their own mistakes, it might hurt, u might suffer badly, but i have already passed that level... But still, my parents will never, and i really mean NEVER understand or find out who i really am...
Laughter and Sorrow...
The only 2 emotions that affect a child's life...
Please remember this well...

~SAYO!

A new day today, as i woke up in the morning at around 10am^^
hahaha... looks like adian is in luck^^ he can join EAGLES youth without any trials or anything after the o levels... haha... must thank me wor... haha...
Then i had a basketball match today back at pasir ris, and its against Darence and the rest...
Then idiot la!!! he go ask Jacquelyn and Zilin to watch also la-_-
I scared i chu chou, so in the end, when i reached there at roughly 3.15pm, i trained at the court all the way til the match started at approximately 4.30pm...
hahaha!!! Guess wat!?
ok la, i scored some unexpected shots today la, and even got praised by teammates for that^^ haha^^ thanks EAGLES!!!
haha, we won them by abit la... score was i think, 79-31... if i remembered correctly...
ok la, i got 1 foul-in, plus 1 free throw to take in 3 points just like that... well, thats wat they call, 3 point play^^ haha... genious right!? haha... no la...
Then,its our senior's last match in EAGLES youth as well!!! CONGRATULATIONS to all of u guys, making it to the senior team^^ Hope that erick will be back soon though:(
haha... then adrian, Jacquelyn and Zilin saw everything la... i hope i didnt chu chou though...
haha^^
Then Jacquelyn asked us to go Parkway mall with her, so in the end, the 4 of us went there lo...
Long way la!!! The stupid buses!!! all take so damn freaking long just to get from one bus-stop to another-_- make us wait so long...
Then the dumb dumb one went to apologize to me for nothing la!!! hahaha.... =p cannot blame... dumb or dumb? still dumb as usual^^ haha... stupid la Jacquelyn...
Then on the way there, we chatted here and there, haha... then at long last, we reached there le... haha^^ OMG la! now i suck in DJ max already-_- cause while playing the dumb dumb's PSP, i can even break SEEKER!!! its like WTH!!!
Then each of us got a cup of bubble tea each, thanks to some particular alien named Jacquelyn asked us to go all the way to Parkway there just to get it-_- Then i had Mango smoothie^^ But the stupid stupid shop didn't have my all time favourite, Strawberry ice-blend-_-... neva mind...
Then we shared some of our bubble tea with each other lo... the other 2 i didnt know wat thiers was, but mine was Mango smoothie, and Jacq's was passion fruit... hahaha...
Then in the end, those 2 girls walked around looking at wat!? Jewellry, clothes... as usual lah-_- haha... then Jacquelyn and i had a fun time playing with BREAD and CHOCOLATE la!!! haha^^
Then throughout the whole walk walk, i accidentally bang into an aunty because of dumbo Jacq, accidentally kicked til an aunty, thanks to the SUPERBREAD-_- Damn pai sei la!!!
Needed to apologize time and agian, just to make it not so gan ga... but guess wat!? Jacq still say i help her to apologize to the people de-_- WTH!
Then as we walked from the parkway mall to the Bedok MRT, Jacq and i walked ahead of those 2 ERM... and then had to look at their faces la... hahaha!!!
Than we both just talked abt each other lo, while the BREAD was talking to CHOCOLATE, but in th end, someone didnt make full use of it la!!! u should know who i am talking abt right Zilin? hahahahahahahaha!!! Then Jacq and i just rushed here and there around lo... hahaha...
On the bus, adrian and i sat on our own places, then those 2 madlings, just couldnt stop moving around-_- For one sec, adrian and i were sitting alone... next moment, jacq was sitting with me, and so were the other 2... then another moment, they exchanged seats-_- i know i know-_- WTF right? hahaha^^
then on the Mrt, we just chatted away all the way back to Pasir Ris again, thinking that Adrian will let us play with his dog dog... In the end!!!
WOOHOO!!! CAT AND MOUSE GAME!!! from whitesands al the way to his condo, he walked super fast, plus jogged around, then the 3 of us had to run run run just to catch up and pull him la... then, he pang seh us-_- he go inside his condo then we stuck outside at the park-_-
SUPER EVIL LAH!!!
Then bo bian lo... Jacq, Zilin and i strolled around the park a while, talking abt other things and then they like 2 bodyguards la, they ESCORTED me all the way from the park to the bus interchange with a whole big round... then when Jacq asked me that SAME embarrasing quest again, i just walked off la... hahaha... I very dan xiao de^^ haha... bid them farewell at the Whitesands there at roughly 1010pm ba if i'm not wrong... and then i took my long journey all the way back home lo-_-
Wah!!! the moment i sat down on the bus, the whole of my right leg hurt like MAD la!!!
Then i bared with it all the way back home, then the moment i finished showering, i sat and the pain was there again-_- Plus to make things worse, i hadn't had any food from 1pm all the way to 11.30 pm-_- Unless u counted the bubble tea we had la, that is...
hahaha... looks like that was abt all for today ba^^ hahaha... goodnight, and good day to all...
Ending with this quote, which i think was MAGNIFICENTLY well typed^^ hahaha!!!



"Tears... each drop of them represents something very important. It serves as an important droplet of memories in our lives......."

Well, today was quite eventful and a little bad day for me too,
as in the morning, i woke up with dizzy spells, and a slight headache...
then i proceeded to sch after havin my usual morning shower, and i left for sch shortly...
before i reached sch, wished the TAE JI good luck for her prelims and i went into sch,
then adrian was having a severe headache as well, as i tthink he hasnt slrpt for the whole night...
haiyo... so ke lian ar ferrero roche... haha^^
Then we had PE and majority of the class wore our new class t-shirts^^
haha... as we had our usual game of basketball during our PE, somehow, i had a huge burst of headaches and at the same time, something went wrong in my lungs, and i had to suffer coughs for quite some time, before i could relax...
In the end, i rested in chinese lesson, but didnt sleep, cause i was afraid that if i slept, it would make things worst...
Then when i rested for even a few seconds during eng class, i was asked to sit up straight by Mrs Yong, so i had to bare for an hour...
Then during recess time, i c=stayed in class, and chatted with Gregory, Adrian, Ming Xiang and Yi feng, and we played around for a while... though adrian was still relatively moodless to do anything at that time...
Then during social studies i guai la!!! hahaha... i stayed awake the whole time and i even did the work that Mrs Kuan gave us^^
Then during the afternoon, i went over to TAE JI's( Yi Feng) house to shower, as i brought my towel and extra clothings with me as well. Then had lunch over at his house and i needed to rest my head as i was still having headaches, but not as bad as in the morning though, i really felt like fainting during the chinese class, but talked to keep myself awake...
In the end, TAE JI and i went to cp at 3pm to wait for the 2 SUPERS aand then met up at the MRT station and left for douby gaut...
On the way, the si Tae Ji used his machine of isolation(PSP) while walking around la...
Then i chatted abit with Jacquelyn and Zilin on the MRT la!!! haha...
Finally, the moment we got out from the dauby gaut MRT's exit, guess wat!?
The 2 girls went to pick 2 little coupons... Zilin got a 50 dollars voucher and Jacquelyn got a 20 dollars one... if im not wrong... for the dunno wat bao yang pin-_-
Then needed to wait for those 2 girls at one side... sigh... Girls are all like that la-_-
Then 5 minutes later, they finished, and they even asked me to smell thier hands-_-'''
Then we went upstairs to plaza sing, as we waited for farhan and the rest to reach^^
the 2 of them went tinto this shop called ETUDE, and Yi Feng and i were forced to wait for them, yet again, for a while... good la that Tae Ji still got PSP to play... I had to stand and wait with nothing to do-_-
Then helped her to keep her items in my bag lo, and then went walking around a while and then after a while, went back to the MRT station to look for, Farhan, Hong Sheng, Ming Xiang, Hao Siong then went to Cathay to watch movie^^
WTH LA!!! stupid farhan and his DUMB idea of watching ORPHAN!!! idiot la!!!
The movie was so F!!!ing gore, and even had vulgarities-_-
In the end, i left the theatre, nearly having a heart attack and my hands out cold... Plus wat tis worse, my dizzy spells came back yet again!!!
I dun mind watching horror type movies like ghosts or wat la, but its my very very first time i ever watched a gore movie la... and the experience was truly truly very very de horrible, terrible, and vegetable... [lame la]
haha... than we went to minds cafe after that to have our dinner^^ we had our dinner and played the board games there all the way till 930pm la... then they had nothing to do, so we all went over to the arcade a while and Hong Sheng unbelieveably scored 4 hundred plus by himself in the basketball thing la!!! see, they all so pro in something... Not like me, i dunno how to play any sports at all la!!! -_-... ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Then they still had nothing to do and went to take the train all the way from dauby gaut to harbour front, then all the way back to our individual MRT stations... i got down first of course on serangoon MRT, and bid farewell to everybody and left...
Stupid la... at the end of the day, i think nearly everybody had a nickname because of that crazy,dumb,mad, alien and i think these were the names...
Hong Sheng, guy who looks like he is going for a fight... haha...
Farhan, person who looks like he caught an asthma...
Ming Xiang, the so called handsome as usual... ahahahahaha!!!
Hao Siong, hmmm... i think he didnt have one...
Yi Feng, AH!!! haha... er er... TAE JI!!! ZAI NAN!!! ahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
and me-_-... the crazy alien gave me so many names la... DUMB DUMB!? BEAR!? CLOWN!? TAE JI!? SKUNK!? BAI CHI!? MOLE!? Idiot la-_-
Then Zilin was the usual, MIAN BAO CHAO REN!!! Or also known by me as... SUPERBREAD!!!hahahahahaha...
Then the Jacquelyn,clown^^, Tae Ji, alien, bai chi, and of course... DUMB DUMB!!! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! =p
ok la... today was quite fun la, other than the part when they disturbed me in the MRT!!! I'll get u guys back one day!!! ...i think...
haha...
k la...
byebye le la!!! going to sleep soon^^ haha!!

Haha^^ today had quite an eventful and sort of suay day la!!!
ok ok... my laptop de timing went 'sot sot' last night...
so now i cannot use com from morning 3am til 10am...
but other than that, i can use it for the rest of the day^^ haha yea!!!
Stupid la just now...
was showering halfway as was going to go out to meet yi feng and adrian mah...
then i shower halfway, my as*ho** stepfather go knock the toilet door...

WTH la...
cause now explain first... " normally i would go out with my family every sat to send my step sis, carmen, to her piano lessons and if my mummy doesnt go, naturally i wouldnt as well..."
OK BACK!!!
then as my mummy wasnt in singapore, plus my maid who was supposed to stay at home...
but my stepfather wanted her to go and so forcing me to leave the house at 3.15pm,
just because they are not at home-_-... NOT FAIR!!!
neva mind... i have a generous heart anyway...
so i had to hurriedly gather my clothes, put on my comfy clothes and went off...
then in the end had to call yi feng and see whether i could go over to his house first...
luckily he was able... THANKS^^
then i asked him whether i could change in his room, he said sure and nobody is at home, so dun close tthe door... i believe him la...
in the end, while i was changing, his mum came out of her room past his room la!!!
luckily, i wore my jeans, but my shirt was only buttoned halfway la!!! unlucky-_- curse yi feng for that-_-
than he still tell his mum wat i kena locked out of my house cause nobody at home and all the crap la...
neva mind...
then he went to play his pet society and restaurant city before we left...
then we met Adrian at the bus stop of his house after we helped him to buy the packet drinks and we went to the Arwanda country club to meet his 2 friends^^
we saw them at the entrance,
Jacquelyn and Zi Ling [ forgive me if i spelt wrongly ]
then they introduced themselves, and we introduced ourselves as well...
then we proceeded to the rooms that party was gonna be held...
we sat at the back in the back of the room, and at first we introduced ourselves and greeted the birthday girl, Melissa...
then we sat at the back and chatted...
Blah blah blah...
Haha^^ Adrian kena shoot and suan by all of us lah!!! muwahahahaahahahaa!!!
too bad u have let us meet people that are as cunning as well^^ hahahahaahahhahaha!!!
then yi feng was known as PORKY!!! or dunno wat, turgid or something... in korean la by jacquelyn meaning piggy^^
then adrian was known as FERRERO ROCHE!!! haha... u should know why^^ hahaha!!!
sad adrian!!! haha^^ dumb or dumb? bai chi or bai chi?
Nice combo by us right^^
hahahahahahahahaha!!!
then she tested us see who can make the Zi ling laugh out loud when she pretended to be sian...
Obviously i win la^^ as easy as ABC!!! haha... no la...
then i kena known as bear-_- as usual thanks to yi feng... AGAIN!!!
haha^^
then yi feng was described as a person who looks like he is easily bullied all the time la!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
than adrian was refered as wat ar... old on... let me think...
er...
er er...
er er er...
OH YA!!! haha^^ he looks like AH BENG!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
cannot forget that la!!!
fun la...
but afterthat, damn damn unlucky again-_-
while i changed again in the toilet this time as there was quite warm,
i closed the toilet door already, but was unable to lock... in the end guess wat!?
i kena exposed once again la!!! lucky this time i already wore my shirt la, the the 3 girls open the toilet door-_- damn xia suay... unlucky la... making things worse, they still look at me, giggled and said this in unison... oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh... WTH!!!
throughout the whole party, we chatted and ate, and chatted even more...
haha^^ in the end, we sang the happy birthday song to Melissa, and we had our cake at the back again, as adrian, yi feng, zi ling and her sis, jacquelyn and i all chatted like mad...
Finally, Adrian needed to go home at approximately 10pm, and so we left together^^
haha^^ Nice party tonight^^ thanks for the meal to the birthday girl, mellisa, and the 2 friends, Zi ling and Jacquelyn...
reached home at around 11.30pm and am using com now^^
Going pet society again!!!
Byebye^^

12:02 AM

The day when Adrian and i went to see the NDP^^ Here's the ESPLANADE!!!
from here u can merely see some people gathering, but actually there was a commotion...